warkah buat yg MAHA CONTROL n MENGUASAI segale2 nyer..
I need strength from You..if itu yg terbaik for me n the ummah..insyaAllah..
it just that there is so many pain here n there….( rohanically, jiwally..)
kenape tak boleh focus time sembang2, nape kene wat mende lain time sembang.it just SO PAINNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN
and HARDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDdddddddd for me to ACCEPTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT it…as I think that you are not there soully, but only da voice, and that is not the point of talking…I just want to feel that your soul is there when you are talking to me, BUT that thing is SO HARD to be HAPPENEDDDDDD since eva I knew bits about u. Oh..it is just so TOUGH for me and not for die. wallahua’lam…Allah, berikan lah bantuan kepadeku..