moge dirimu sejahtera selalu, n sentiase happy bersama ikhwah n juga keluarga..
hurm..maybe I dont have the chance to talk to you..or the chance to spend some times with you..or ..do anything together..to discuss anything about our life..or where we are heading to..
so..I am taking this chance to say that I alwaiz expecting sumthing yg byk sgt nyer cerite pak pandir..
and I always feel very happy when you give me morally or technically support in daily chores..
and I do appreciate all the things that you help me, including amik air segelas or se jug, as I really2 need help…then I ask for..if not, I will try to do by myself..
insyaAllah.. I hope you can forgive me, bile I try to bunuh diri, as that time i felt HOPELESS and the world is going to be end and I dunno whether my dreams might come true or not..
not just “do things together’, but we never have the chance to discuss what kind of family that we want to have or the details I guess..the basic both of us have, but the artistic we havent yet discuss..
anyway..byk sgt lak celoteh..maybe I alwaiz byk kata2 dari take action..so, better action only then kata2./bincang2…
I am so sorry sbb byk sgt kata2 dari action..but I alwaiz try my best to PLEASE YOU my dear, and I hope Allah will forgive me for all the wrong doing upon u.
I dont want to mess up ur life and also TEGUR with any of ur action, becuz I have done before and I felt very guilty :(. This is a LESSON to me and I hope you can understand sometimes….
I alwaiz heppy to get sms or calls from you and I alwaiz like some1 that I love, to alwaiz hug me…I guess…or you can guesst……….
<mencari cinta yg hakiki…:)>