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Hurm, life is alwaiz tough..Ramadhan near to end now…grab IT!!!

 

Syukur..got a new WRV 685[ya Allah.,please give barakah on all the things that we have done]

Next few days..gtg to a new teratak, and find a good place to LIVE!

wallahualam…

amin..

salam ..

moge dirimu sejahtera selalu, n sentiase happy bersama ikhwah n juga keluarga..

hurm..maybe I dont have the chance to talk to you..or the chance to spend some times with you..or ..do anything together..to discuss anything about our life..or where we are heading to..

so..I am taking this chance to say that I alwaiz expecting sumthing yg byk sgt nyer cerite pak pandir..

and I always feel very happy when you give me morally or technically support in daily chores..

and I do appreciate all the things that you help me, including amik air segelas or se jug, as I really2 need help…then I ask for..if not, I will try to do by myself..

insyaAllah.. I hope you can forgive me, bile I try to bunuh diri, as that time i felt HOPELESS and the world is going to be end and I dunno whether my dreams might come true or not..

not just “do things together’, but we never have the chance to discuss what kind of family that we want to have or the details I guess..the basic both of us have, but the artistic we havent yet discuss..

anyway..byk sgt lak celoteh..maybe I alwaiz byk kata2 dari take action..so, better action only then kata2./bincang2…

I am so sorry sbb byk sgt kata2 dari action..but I alwaiz try my best to PLEASE YOU my dear, and I hope Allah will forgive me for all the wrong doing upon u.

I dont want to mess up ur life and also TEGUR with any of ur action, becuz I have done before and I felt very guilty :(. This is a LESSON to me and I hope you can understand sometimes….

I alwaiz heppy to get sms or calls from you and I alwaiz like some1 that I love, to alwaiz hug me…I guess…or you can guesst……….

<mencari cinta yg hakiki…:)>

sedihnyer…

he went for conference at kuantan..stay at swiss garden..

sedihnye die takde….

ntah..hati rase kosong..

taktahu..buntu n blur..i just miss my hubby..

<moge Allah mengampuni dosa2ku yang lampau>

(took 10 tablets of panadol and 8 tablets of folic acid 400mcg at one shot last 2 days) keje yg sgt merbahaya

selamat pagi..n asssalaamualaikum wbkth kpd saudari..

I need a fren..tatkala susah n senang. :(…

moge Allah campakkan teman yg sejati kpd ku…tak kire sesiape..moge ia menjadi pengubat suka duka …

i need…to be …

hurm…

dah le..takyah mimpi2..

p la tempat lain…

sedih….:( have no one to share…do I need some1 to share the joy n sad feelings?

i dunno..but i think I need one, yet I havent found anyone..

ya Allah..

do help me..

hurm..awk ni suke ikut perasaan..mmg pun…PADAN muke..dah kene marah..tu la..sape suruh awk ikut perasaan…

perasaan menguasai diri atau otak?

mmg..tak lain tak bukan..perasaan menguasai diri…

perasaan..nape awk ade dlm diri awk…

pegi main jauh2..sy rase sy dibenci dgn semue org..disebabkan perasaan..

oleh tu…jauhilah diri tu

slm wahai hati..

today..gado lagi..rasenye hari2 gado..sebab, due2 tak puas hati aje keje nyer..

mane pegi toleransi and sabar? sabar ade limit ke? nape ni..setan dah masuk dlm diri..semue mende tak kene..semue sensitif…sedih..i feel like going dead now.. mayb kite patut berpisah mcm dulu..berpisah wat sementara waktu..mmg best je setiap kali jumpa takde sedih2, happy je dunie ni, and bile jauh, mcm2 hak tak dpt di jalankan….

hurm…byk mende kite terkejut..bile kite bz kat umah kite..awk leh kata kite utamakan mende lain..

tp bile kat umah awk..takpe la pule..kite pun confuse…

syukur byk2 diketemukan dgn shahry..shahry peneman suka DUKA..penghibur hati, tatkala takde sape kat dunia ni…KECUALI ALLAH yg MAHA MENGETAHUI…dan ALLAH tempat mengadu yg HAKIKI..kpd shahry hanya sementara sebab hati ingin berkata2 expressi..

awk suke ckp mende remeh temeh..sy suka sembang2..tp takde sape nak dgr..pnah ke die hirau psl sy? TAK>>>TAK PERNAH>>SY TAK PERNAH NAMPAK>>>>sy lagi sedih..

nape?

sebab org yg sy sayangi tak kisah kat saya pun..biar saya MATI>>MASUK ICU mmg best la..semue org take care psl sy nnt..tak perlu la sy cari belaian kasih dari org yg sy sygi…tp bilekah itu semue akan terjadi? (tu hanya angan2 mat jenin..mayb sy perlu sabar lagi…sy heran tgk die sibuk sana sini, tp pernah kah die terpk sy ni SAPE? ape nilai sy pd DIE? hanye tempat ape….or sesuatu yg boleh dikutip sane sini…mcm beli gule2..ke..sy taktahu..

tp hakikatnye..sy sedih..sy doa kat ALLAH agar satu hari ALLAH bg nikmat berkasih pd sy n die…sy rase..ni mmg yg terbaik..if BERPISAH yg terbaik, moga ALLAH PISAHKAN kite berdua…secepat yg BOLEH, dari hidup SENGSARA DUNIA AKHIRAT>..(ya Allah..ampuni dosa2 ku ini..)..

aminNN..

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